My New Toy - Sony Cyber Shot T77 (Green)

Was at Megatex asia on Saturday as GD and JJ was with me , well we picked JJ up after his reservists and went to Original Sin at Chip Bee gardens for Xmas Lunch First before heading to singapore expo for the exhibition. i had already something on my mind when i was going there to look for Digital cameras. We went around the booths and compared prices and goodies/freebies they were giving out. Soon and well kinda fast that i made up my mind ha ha ha...
we got the Sony Cyber shot T77 in green , my first 10.1 megapixels digital camera with JJ, to capture all our moments both happy and sad.

Total Damage : S$499/- inclusive GST
- camera
- 8GB memory stick duo
- 4GB memory stick duo
- 2 x batteries (lithium)
- one charger
- Sony camera case (so ah pek)
- a cleaning kit which includes tripod, anti-static cloth, cotton buds, cleaning spray, and screen protector 3 pieces.

was a steal from all the places that i checked up on.

I can't communicate well.

As a student with a diploma in Visual Communication , i can sadly say that i do not know how to communicate well. simply saying is to relay my message across instead of sounding like a broken message passed down by maybe 10 people. i want to learn and i don't wanna be so stubborn always. i nearly went into my state of quietness again when i got hit on the sensitive spot and nearly went back into my "ostrich hole".

My Birthday with my closest of kins

"Sun Signature Salad" - very innovative, it was shaken in a bottle so funny.
Add music to the waitress doing it and you get a Cha-Cha dance.


"5 pieces of half-broiled sushi" - 2 scallops, 1 salmon, 1 tuna & 1 yellowtail.
Gwad ! this was delicious.... (it actually came with unagi but i swooped it as i hated the muddy taste.)


"Maki Rolls , Hokkaido Fair Special" - scallops, crab and asparagus with seaweed coating (this tasted so 'SHIOK' - must-try)


"Teppanyaki Skewers" - on a Hokkaido potato i suppose with Skewers of pork , chicken , seafood and veges (truly a delight)

Monday, the 1st of December 2008 will be a memorable day. ( not only that but the 28th of november too when i had frens over at GD place , & GD and JJ did so well in preparing the food)*kisses* to both of them. They made my 28th year on earth , well met my expectation 110/100.
i am so sorry for not trusting both of them in the beginning but i am still learning to trust and well let JJ lead me by the hand while i close my eyes. Back to monday, i didn't take leave and so i met GD and JJ after work for dinner. We went to Central Mall - Sun with Moon Restaurant and it was my first time there. i wanted to give my dear JJ and my great GD a treat for planning my party and doing all the cooking. Total bill 3 persons for SGD$129/-.

ITs World Aids Day & my Birthday

THE KILLERS - HUMAN ( at the Europe Music Awards 2008 in Liverpool)

this song got me thinging with all the graphics and all. in this time and era where everything is so unpredictable. to whom do we draw our identity from. take awhile and take in the song.

Happy World Aids Day to all who are battling the disease and who lived through it. To the family members and people involved. There is Hope.

Countdown to Dwin Day 2008.

It is just days to my 28th birthday well, been alot of changes recently. and well my indulgence for bag kicked in again and well i did plan for this present long ago , just deciding on the brand.so just back to the brand i love the most and well i have friends in high places too ( well not that high) if not i will be getting free bags. hah....

on tuesday i went down to loewe to just look (really that was on my mind) but i saw a bag and i fell in love with it.

it was an old edition but the new colour was refreshing and very masculine. my friend offered me a discount i couldn't resist and out comes my card and the rest, they say is history. aa present for myself and i so love it.

Busy Busy... Fly Fly...

Its been a while, busy ups and downs of work and personal lie has drained me alittle.

been flying here and there (literally) i mean. i got to travel with my jon on a short stint

to the maldives well - a priviledge from my boss. and the story goes like this.

well a video was created for his wife's 40th and needed to be shown to friends whom he has gathered all on an island in the maldives. guess what ? it didn't make it in time - i mean the first cut was not up to standard. so on that friday morning he confirmed he wanted a new cut and the secretaries were going mad booking the flights for me. and the catch.? nothing.... well i can bring a friend. so i brought a person close to me , my dear jon jon.

thought it was only a day and we had to fly back a day after that, well it was magical and really nice in all. our honeymoon and well it was paid for ha ha ha... couldn't wish for anything more.

so happy just to be with him.

Back with a Vengence

Maybe its the time of the year where my energy is all mixed up. heh...
u guessed it... its my birthday in less than a month's time and i have been so busy.
well remember the 5th november - my Basic Theory Test, yah i did fail but not discouraged.
i am so bent on getting it that on that afternoon that i got back to office i went online booking my next / earliest test date which is on the 17th of Dec. and to all who thought i did not study!
I did..!!! ha ha ha....

Bleeding Heart never stops

i don't really know if this blog is good for me , i feel like an ostrich sticking my head in the ground and screaming - like my private empty room where no one knows i am.

being indirectly insulted or should i say put down by someone close and really dear to you - feels like a million needles into the heart.

i bought cod liver oil & multi vitamins today from robinson's sale at marina. (thats what i do when i am alone, i spend) 

i know i fall and well sometimes i miss being alone.

I feel alone & well MAXED OUT.

A bag will be the only accompanying thing with me this 1st Dec

So Lame,.... KELOOOONNNNGGGG..!!!!!

I am officially getting mad, i actually did this.. this is insane...
we polymates are planning a getaway and guess where... none other than a kelong (which one of my gal fren , see the one on the left, she is coming back from NYC and we are going to rough it out in her uncle's kelong.

Relish - Wild Rocket

Tomorrow is E-valuation Day

Being my Geeky Self, i took to BBDC and yes i am doing my driving .

ha ha ha... so hilarious. i just look stupid on my bbdc membership card

and way like a nerd on the 2 nd picture.

i am having my basic theory Evaluation tomorrow at BBDC and previously when i when for the practice, out of 3 papers i just only did well for one ha ha ha...

so wish me luck or pray for me ... worst still fast for me .,.. ha ha ha..

i am so happy , dont know why..

smokeless for 1 month and a week.. YEAH..!!!!
worst still i did it without the patch and jon was surprise, everyone was. heh...

I am on Fire..!!!! No.. Make it Steroids.. ha ha ha...

I have an Urge, i have to quench it.
i am heading down to BBDC - namely "Bukit Batok Driving Centre" to conqueur my fears and complete a test which i have procastinated for years after failing my Erm.... kinda embarrassing to say ... my basic theory 3 times.. ha ha ha...
i am going to register and i want my licence. i want to join the amazing race. Please.

Fishes Do Make Good Doctors.

I think i am such a fortunate guy and he a lucky guy too heh..
he got the "chip & dale" we wanted on the first turn on the machine. *muaks*

We hung it on our DS ( his red , mine black)
The Chip & Dale are sitting on a half of a full heart each when put together.
he took dale - a.k.a the silly one cause its me.
and i took chip - a.k.a the sensible & smart one which reminds me of him

On Saturday 13/09/08, Jon & i Went down town. He was looking for shoes, and i accompanied him to look around for shoes for his cute little feet. heh... we also got tickets for a super retard movie which we did not know about from GV marina. Title : Step Brothers.
We had time while waiting for the movie to begin and was walking around, stumbled upon kenko and saw the interesting and super intriguing "doctor fish" which one of colleague says is 'Long Gao He' - Drain fish ha ha ha...

Sinking Deeper into depression

i am beginning to write so glum stuff...

i dont know feeling down again, at a time like this.

i suck at yoga, i suck at gym, why did i join it in the first place.

i dont blend in anywhere, i stick out like a sore thumb.

i feel i cant chat with anybody's frens, i just feel leftout

i wanted to write about happy things that jon and i did the weekend.

but it seems i gave my chee bye face again. i wanna changed :_(

i dont wanna procastinate , i wanna gym towards a better bod, i wanna finish my degree & etc....

maybe i am trying to lump too many things together. its not i dont wanna do, like yoga when i was in cali, my back has always been like that, i feel pain when i bend down. sigh...

sometimes i feel insulted not encouraged.

i dont even know if i have friends.

i feel stupid at times, i dont wanna feel this way but to be honest, i dont really understand what people are talking. ask me to read a book and i feel lost not knowing the concept or *gist* of the story.

i honestly say this from the bottom of my heart, its a struggle for me learning at 28, i find it difficult to write , read or even understand uni homework. i made a wrong decision again & i wish i could burrow a hole and stick my head in it.

2 days of Extra Leave for these extra SHIT !

Been a bit of turmoil with me, myself & i. 

Today my CFO announced for those that came back during the weekend diligently to help out with all the chores & unpacking and all the shit which people take for granted, WE ARE ONLY ENTITLED TO 2 DAYS OFF.

WTF !!!!!!!!

Went for flower arrangement class , well as they say "xin bu zhai yan"

i was lost in the clouds or i must say losing myself totally. 

wasn't really doing my flowers well, maybe i am too sensitive or i just feel that the teacher was mad at me or just advising me on my flowers but i took it the wrong way.

met Jon jon for dinner, well "happy" , yes i was but i being over shadowed i feel.

Jon : "my confidence is over-shadowing your lack of confidence"

felt so small and all. Asking what is my strength and weakness, sigh... i have never been good at at anything or well nothing much i can say, excel ? worst still.

daddy came to join us for drinks after dinner at the former nafa school there, the four-faced buddha open air foodcourt. i seem lost la... i just can't talk, STUPID is the word i feel and maybe better still DUMB. I feel gwad-damn fucking INFERIOR...

Always Sadness, Never Joy.

i have been taking flower arrangement classes with my colleagues and this week will be my third lesson. no expression can express what i feel now. *Blank* i suppose... feel like a nintendo widow. don't know... *sigh* after move liao, office slowly returning back to normal me..? getting bad to worst.

"Lousy" is the Word

i received my marc jacobs skull pin already from the states. don't feel happy though.
jus a few turn of events today and well now kinda mopping in whatever feeling comes over me first.

i have always or numerous times been told i do not speak up or know hot express myself. well simply to say, put my feelings into words. just like today, got into a "FIX" and well i shut myself out and don't reply. i feel angry , sad & guilty all in all. wish i could die though. (why am i scared of sharp objects and heights ?) i wanna cry again.

Oops I did it Again... Marc by Marc Jacobs

YES YES... i know i bought something again.
It was one of my good gal pal (fai fai) from poly who lead me (indirectly) to her purchase on ebay.com
asking me for help as i have a paypal account.

and then i too went searching around for buys, i wasn't. i was jus browsing brands i like.
and then i stumbled upon something... A Brooch !
which sissy wears a brooch lah... but then because of the skull looking rhinestone encrusted brooch, it does have its masculine side ha ha ha...(excuses)

i have heard of this brooch but not seen it yet in the store here, so including freight its just S$50.49 i thought... why not ? ha ha ha.....
sure beats buying in singapore, Sure damn expensive. more than a S$100 i guess...


Marc by Marc Jacobs 2008 Skull Brooch




Been a very busy week at work and i have been feeling neck pains the whole of last week.
(don't know if its because of the side-effects of the nicotine patch or playing of too much nintendo DS - pokemon pearl & Jon jon is doing diamond version)
i have been binging maybe because of maybe the patch but i still haven't figured it out yet.

Been a Great weekend, starting from friday after work, and birthday dinner with daddy & Jon jon at Villa bali
i Specifically requested for a hut (which i was told that i had to spend S$200/-, which i did or we did) and well food and company was great. well we got to know each other more e.g. how good is our alcohol limit ha ha ha... was so funny on my first starter drink of a berlini. i was nearly gone and well talking nonsense. Daddy sent us home and well before i dropped off he passed Jon & i a gift, saying his mom always gave ang pows on their birthday to their children so he too passed on the tradition and gave us something sweet too. (will post pictures for this soon.)

Pictures of my Hong Kong trip 10th to 14th July - part 2

Will update will words soon.