"Lousy" is the Word

i received my marc jacobs skull pin already from the states. don't feel happy though.
jus a few turn of events today and well now kinda mopping in whatever feeling comes over me first.

i have always or numerous times been told i do not speak up or know hot express myself. well simply to say, put my feelings into words. just like today, got into a "FIX" and well i shut myself out and don't reply. i feel angry , sad & guilty all in all. wish i could die though. (why am i scared of sharp objects and heights ?) i wanna cry again.

Oops I did it Again... Marc by Marc Jacobs

YES YES... i know i bought something again.
It was one of my good gal pal (fai fai) from poly who lead me (indirectly) to her purchase on ebay.com
asking me for help as i have a paypal account.

and then i too went searching around for buys, i wasn't. i was jus browsing brands i like.
and then i stumbled upon something... A Brooch !
which sissy wears a brooch lah... but then because of the skull looking rhinestone encrusted brooch, it does have its masculine side ha ha ha...(excuses)

i have heard of this brooch but not seen it yet in the store here, so including freight its just S$50.49 i thought... why not ? ha ha ha.....
sure beats buying in singapore, Sure damn expensive. more than a S$100 i guess...


Marc by Marc Jacobs 2008 Skull Brooch




Been a very busy week at work and i have been feeling neck pains the whole of last week.
(don't know if its because of the side-effects of the nicotine patch or playing of too much nintendo DS - pokemon pearl & Jon jon is doing diamond version)
i have been binging maybe because of maybe the patch but i still haven't figured it out yet.

Been a Great weekend, starting from friday after work, and birthday dinner with daddy & Jon jon at Villa bali
i Specifically requested for a hut (which i was told that i had to spend S$200/-, which i did or we did) and well food and company was great. well we got to know each other more e.g. how good is our alcohol limit ha ha ha... was so funny on my first starter drink of a berlini. i was nearly gone and well talking nonsense. Daddy sent us home and well before i dropped off he passed Jon & i a gift, saying his mom always gave ang pows on their birthday to their children so he too passed on the tradition and gave us something sweet too. (will post pictures for this soon.)

Pictures of my Hong Kong trip 10th to 14th July - part 2

Will update will words soon.