Today my CFO announced for those that came back during the weekend diligently to help out with all the chores & unpacking and all the shit which people take for granted, WE ARE ONLY ENTITLED TO 2 DAYS OFF.
WTF !!!!!!!!
Went for flower arrangement class , well as they say "xin bu zhai yan"
i was lost in the clouds or i must say losing myself totally.
wasn't really doing my flowers well, maybe i am too sensitive or i just feel that the teacher was mad at me or just advising me on my flowers but i took it the wrong way.
met Jon jon for dinner, well "happy" , yes i was but i being over shadowed i feel.
Jon : "my confidence is over-shadowing your lack of confidence"
felt so small and all. Asking what is my strength and weakness, sigh... i have never been good at at anything or well nothing much i can say, excel ? worst still.
daddy came to join us for drinks after dinner at the former nafa school there, the four-faced buddha open air foodcourt. i seem lost la... i just can't talk, STUPID is the word i feel and maybe better still DUMB. I feel gwad-damn fucking INFERIOR...
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